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BREAK UP OR NOT? / Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ Thursday, March 19, 2009
BREAK UP OR NOT?
these few days i feel like im not myself anymore.
everything has changed.
bad things keep on goin without stopping.
and i myself bcum more pale frm day to day.
its the matter of i being very selfish
or
him- the BF?
i noticed everything happening now is not like last time.
the BF bz wif his DOTA, chatting with other gals,praisin other gals, editing pitcha,
and
SO ON.
when i saw him chatting and praisin other gals,
my heart is DEFINITELY pain like HELL.
i feel like i rather suicide than livin in dis STUPID and MISERABLE WORLD.
The BF, do you knw how sad m i?
do you knw how i feel when you do dat to me?
do you knw how many times i have cried only bcoz of these?
my TEARS will ROLL DOWN like RAIN when all those things floating around my mind, AUTOMATICALLY.
all these things happen bcoz of a reason.
I LOVE YOU.
bside this, i couldnt find any other reasons.
i hesitated for a while b4 msging you.
"V.B.U.L"
"?"
"b4 dat, you feel happy or not b wif me?"
"erm..why sudd ask like dat? erm ok ar..."
"bcoz i m not happy lo"
"wad happen? y?"
"becoz...........[too long..lazy 2 write]
"har? you reli wan meh? dowan la TT"
....
i told him my feelin in my heart. i have kept inside my heart for quite a long time.
after telling him. my heart felt very comfortable.
i asked him juz 4gt bout wad i said.
i wil stop plyin fs.
i got the feelin like the BF alr dulan.
he kept on askin me dun b like dat, he will change.
i said dun nid 2 change bcoz of me,juz b himself and i dun like 2 change bcoz of other ppl.
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the c0nclusion is love sometimes wil make us very excited.
sometimes wil make us EXTREMELY DEPRESS like HELL.
so, wish all the couples in dis world wil b havin happiness in everysecond.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
and me?
stil hesitatin whether wanna BREAK UP or NOT?
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