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/ Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ Sunday, January 31, 2010
I FAILED again as usual.
Not in any examinations,
YET,
I can't control myself from replying his message.
Oh Damn , Oh Damn , Oh damn DAmn DAMN !
sigh*
what the hell had happened to me?
Why must he cheated me?
Or I'm an "easy-cheated" person?
Whatever lah again !
He could laugh his ass out,
but did he ever know that I'm here suffering.
I can't concentrate on my studies for weeks.
People are just so annoying.
Quite a number of people is asking me to accept their loves.
But, I questioned myself for several times,
why the hell I can't forget him.
Do I still have a chance to be with him?
what the hell am I 'writing' ? !
It's impossible. Even though impossible is nothing.
I know lah!
Many girls are courting him, and he's so playful that he didn't even reject them, yet he accepts them all the time.
One after another.
I'm here so speechless.
NO BIG DEAL !
I'm used to it already.
But the knife just can't stop stabbing on my heart. One after another.
So painful. So helpless.
I tried my very best to forget the memories that we have gone through together,
I remembered how much effort I've put on him,
I remember how did I lie my mom for just wanting to meet him even though it's just an hour.
I remember how he held my hands telling me that my hand's like a baby's hand.
I remember the way he called me "Dear" and tell me he loved me and so the time I called him "Dar".
I remember how nervous I was the first time I met him.
I too remember how daring and embarrassing I was to tell him " I like you "on the phone.
These things were like just happened yesterday.
I can't forget him.
I can express my feeling here because I know he won't come here but it's not impossible that he'll come here ONE DAY.
the post end. 31st January 2010.
