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An Aries' Intro A very warm welcome to all, before starting to know more about me, here're some rules which you guys have to follow! To me, blog is a place for every single homosapien to express their ups and downs, share their stories, let people know more about them,even though sometimes the posts were fake, and so on. So, do respect me, and you'll be respected too. Because respecting people is respecting yourself ! Vulgar words are forbidden, except myself ! Hahaa As long as you do not cross my line, you're always welcomed to read. People, enjoy reading! Happy Birthday Mummy :D / Erm,I realised most of the people are so realistic... / 猪头猪脑! / Forever Never End. / 38佬和38婆! 哈哈哈哈哈~ / What is this feeling I have? I seem to love you Bu... / You don't have the authority to sound ! / SMS / Specially for you, my best friend------ChRiZ :DLif... / w5TDtsKMw4EhMzkhASEwISEwIS3Cp8Oyw7LDvDbDuXzDrW7CrG... / |
His birthday. / Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ Wednesday, April 28, 2010
His birthday. I mean Ray's. Kay, no matter how, I just realized that nothing is more important than my future now. So, I gotta say that even sometimes, I will 'accidentally' think of him, Of our memories, Yet I feel much more better than the time he left me. At least now I can accept the fact that he has really left me. And I just couldn't stop thinking of maybe this sunday he's going to celebrate his birthday at KL with his girlfriend. Just a little bit jealous. But it's ok. As I said, NOTHING is more indispensable than SPM. Urm, yes, I guess so. I tried very hard to believe that myself has actually forgotten everything about him. Just the fact is in the opposite way, I still remember his everything. But, it doesn't matter. Erm, I remember that I said before, maybe 5 years later I can be his friend again. Who knows? but now, I can tell him that he's welcome to be my friend back. Even though I knew that he's not willing to. As I have been so cruel. But his cruelness is more than mine. laugh* Anyhow, just wish you a Happy Birthday. May your dreams can come true. May you can live a simple life with your current gf forever. As you told me before, you would love to have only a simple life, with kids right? So, I really mean it. No kidding. This is from my heart, whole-heartedly. I don't have idea whether you'll come and read or not. I don't think so. Chuckles* Urm. well. one more thing. I just need to express. don't get offended. sometimes, I don't know that I'm a kind-hearted person or a stupid one. Kind-hearted in the sense that I treat my friends , I mean all my friends, very nice. I show them that I'm caring, friendly, whenever you need help, just give me a call or just text me will do. It's stupid in the sense that, I found out that whenever I reply them, they won't reply my message back. Fine ! I don't give a damn actually. And so, the feeling of remorse come over me every single time I did something stupid. Yet, I just cannot control myself from being kind or erm, stupid. ? Yeah. Kind and stupid are two different words. Yet, they can be the same meaning in my situation. Cool? What-ever. Happy Birthday to you, Ray. May you really enjoy your birthday this year. I know you will , without me. Right? Laugh my ass out, shouldn't I ? haha xD Kay. I gotta off. See ya. Take care. |