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and so on.
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I hate boys. / Monday, July 26, 2010 @ Monday, July 26, 2010
Current mood: Anti-Kimz !
Kimz, I hate you.
I wasn't.
But you made me hate you like seriously, I wanna use a knife and stab it into your heart for thousand and ninety-nine times.
Today I sent you a message because I felt guilty of not meeting you as you wanted to meet me so much.
You begged me for so many times.
And I didn't promise you even once.
I apologized and you didn't reply me.
And to make it up to you,
I sent you a message immediately after coming back from school today.
"If we meet today from 6.00pm- 7.30pm, are you free?"
"I back kampar le....suan le ba ( forget about it )...we dun meet anymore....
"Oh.ok" ( I had no comment at all. I felt dumb. No mood. mixed feelings. What-ever !)
"We better forever oso x nid meet.....I dowan care bout your business anymore....You want take malay as your boyfriend or whatever none of my business d..This is my last msg 4 u..take care ba...May God bless u..."
"You guys are the same...wants to leave me only...one by one...it's ok..I can live without guys..since you say like dat, I hope it's really from your heart..take care too"
Conversation ended.
Well.
I feel like taking alcohols to make myself unconscious.
Make myself drunk is currently the best way to cure the pain.
I never ever asked him to care about my business.
Who asked him to care?
Well.
It's not important anymore.
He can be so cruel to me by saying that we don't need to meet forever.
Hope he won't regret of what he has said.
Don't ever find me.
I believe he can do it.
^^
All the best to him.
Fortunately, I have not been finding him these few months.
Only he sent me messages and I replied him.
At least it's easier to get over him.
It's not really hurt.
Since last time, I don't have big bunch of friends , like others.
I don't need, for now and forever.
Alone is too good.
Till I realized that actually among the 200 contact numbers in my phone,
only 2 are chattable.
I can actually throw my phone away.
But , all the songs and videos are my babies.
It's hard for me to do that.
I n c o n c l u s i o n, I want to SHOUT:
I CAN LIVE WITHOUT KIMZ !
p/s: epul, sorry. I think we better stop contacting each other since I made you so miserable these two months.
I hate boys.
