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so wad? / Monday, June 8, 2009 @ Monday, June 08, 2009
i sent a msg to him " i'm dumping you...if you understand, then bye". he replied my msg late saying that " i got accident liao...lata only chat about tis". dun knw what's dat making me for calling him after knowing that he got an accident without any hesitation. why am i so worrying bout him? since i can send such msg to him. Sombody tell me? I still love him? wadever. I'm the one who leaves him. Not him. I'm the one who decides all this. Not him. One thing i jus cnt accept and i wanna tell him. I was his gf and he told me that he fall on her. So, who m i ? Was I his friend or his gf ? pfff... A moron who let him plays a fool on? Or A stupid , nice and generous person who let him ravage? [i m not saying that i'm] He said "why?pls tell me why?..extremely sad n no mood..gt once think of wan leave tis world.." on his facebook. and my mind, the intuition tells me : Sure bcos of the Chew Jia Jia. GoD ! As his gf, I will be sad and mad seeing wad he wrote. But as his friend, I wont. cos it's normal. In fact, I got the feeling like i wanna kill myself. instead of living in this desperate world, i better die. ! no vexation ! no trouble ! no worries ! haihs......i cnt do anything. He sent a relationship request to me on facebook last saturday 6.6.09 - 9 :56 pm. at 1st, i accepted his request. but after seeing Chew Jia Jia, the name on his facebook friend list, my 1st perception is he wanna 'kek' Chew Jia Jia. He used me as a tool to 'kek' her. Even though i dun knw whether it's true or not, but i jus got the feeling. Maybe our distance is one of the factors that made us cnt maintain our relationship. so, i m quite happy that we can retain our relationship to 6 months. Just got one thing, we never *** b4. +.+ but holding his hand is the most genial one. and also the time he touches my hair. Very mild. Thanks for giving me those nice and unforgettable remembrance. A relationship cannot be maintained if only i love you but you dun love me. i will cherish this love and hope you too. take care. end. The Ween. |