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An Aries' Intro
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To me, blog is a place for every single homosapien to express their ups and downs,
share their stories,
let people know more about them,even though sometimes the posts were fake,
and so on.
So, do respect me, and you'll be respected too.
Because respecting people is respecting yourself !
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Blank. / Sunday, September 5, 2010 @ Sunday, September 05, 2010
Exam is getting nearer.
And people are being selfish, hypocritical and indomitable.
I have difficulties in breathing sometimes ,with this kind of atmosphere, solemnly.
I hate this kind of circumstance.
Their words are fallacious.
Should I believe 'em?
Tensions and apprehensions are approaching me effortlessly.
" How if people are jumping up and down with happiness written on their faces on the day the results are being released while me , keeping on congratulating my friends, sitting alone , trying very hard to accept my results, with remorse and shame, being speechless and dumb, feel like suiciding is the best way to make myself feel better? "
I "TAK NAK !" lah.
Yesterday, I went for a special function in primary school.
My kai mui showed me about how sorry she is to her parents, how useless she is.
She said PMR is just about 5 more weeks to go, and she haven't started studying, even a single subject. At the same time, I murmured to myself.
"Would this happen to me 5 weeks before SPM? "
I uttered in my heart, "NO WAY !"
This is not going to happen.
I will really give my best shot before and during the exam.
I'm not going to regret.
I told her that now is not the time for her to feel sorry.
She should think positively now.
She has to put her best foot forward within these few weeks.
I'm good at advising people, giving 'em comments and so on.
but I failed to apply it on myself.
How ashamed.
...
Off to study.
Live,
Love,
Faith.
