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An Aries' Intro
A very warm welcome to all,
before starting to know more about me, here're some rules which you guys have to follow!
To me, blog is a place for every single homosapien to express their ups and downs,
share their stories,
let people know more about them,even though sometimes the posts were fake,
and so on.
So, do respect me, and you'll be respected too.
Because respecting people is respecting yourself !
Vulgar words are forbidden, except myself ! Hahaa
As long as you do not cross my line, you're always welcomed to read.
People, enjoy reading!
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I need to change. / Friday, October 8, 2010 @ Friday, October 08, 2010
I think it's time for me to change myself,mentally.
I abruptly feel that I have hurt so many people indirectly.
I hurt my mom.
I hurt my sis.
I hurt my ex-boyfriends.
I hurt my friends.
I hurt everyone in the universe.
and guess what?
They didn't even blame on me.
I always take things for granted.
Never think of the consequences before doing something.
I get influenced by people so easily.
I do not have my own opinions.
Fuck myself for having a lot of defects which people cannot stand with me, sometimes.
I hate myself.
I said before, no matter how, I would always love myself.
Now, I even do not have the courageous to forgive myself.
So,
It's really the time for me t0 change.
I'm hoping that
I will be the one who is going to get hurt rather than people around me.
No kidding.
I love you all. That's why it's not worthless that I get hurt instead of you all.
especially my mummy.
Now,
what I need to do is to accept people's words.
No matter it's hurting or not.
I want to put myself in 'silent mode'.
I apologize to those I have hurt before.
SORRY.
Please give me one more chance.
I keep my words.
I will change.
You will see a better me later on.
