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my man ! / Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ Sunday, August 15, 2010
![]() Two days ago, I dreamed of him. The dream was actually quite stupid. Yet, I couldn't get over it. In the dream, he was my man. I couldn't remember where were we. But I'am sure that I was sitting on his legs. He was hugging me and kind of holding my tiny little hands. He said he don't love me with laughters. And I 'scolded' him , sort like " Dare you? Haha ! " He replied : " Oh, why not? ! Haha....No la...Just kidding...If I don't love you, who I love leh?" I was like, "HAHA...I think you must have eaten honey...that's why you're so sweet" If possible, I don't want to wake up ! Please ! Just let me stay forever with this dream. and I'm satisfied with it. In reality, he don't even want to be my friend anymore. How could this possible? My man? ! Sigh* Deep down in my heart, there's a feeling of ' never end '. I mean our relation could not just ended like this. It would not be ended like this way, yeah. No matter who he loves, I will support him. I will stay aside, as long as he's happy and healthy. I will not interfere his life. Maybe this is what we call "LOVE". I'm not angry when he said he don't want to meet me anymore. Just a sad feeling came over me. I can feel like some jealousy from him. Because the last message he gave me , specially revealed the rage of him by 'scolding' me like he is my boy friend. I hope my perception is true. No reasons. I think I can't , and it's quite hard to get over him. This is my feeling. I still LOVE you. Your feeling doesn't matter. I will wait for you till you get married one day. Or else, it's impossible for me to stop loving you. I just couldn't. If loving you is a crime, I will stay in the jail forever. Just for you. -I have been loving you for 634 days- but does it still matters? What am I? |