Yahoo ! SPM is over !!!

I just feel like shouting , shouting and SHOUTING !!!! =DDD

I just can't believe that it is over ! EVENTUALLY !

The malignant disaster of mine this year.

2010 I LOVE YOU!

This's the year where I really use my brain, suffer, put tedious efforts throughout (:

And now, enjoying is the most important thing to do after all.

It is a MUST !

Yo!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

and I feel weird without touching books now !

What the heck!

Never mind, there's always a book named "FACEBOOK"!

I have signed up.

so, add me guys.

My name is "Ween Ckw" (:

THANKS xD

Oh yea. if possible don't ever ask me about my spm.

(:

thank you.

I'll just tell, some were okay, some were bad.

To me, we need some lucks for exam.

so yeah.

Just gotta wait for the result.

Erm,

I think I have promised to write about Mr.Shiva right?

Now am going to tell the story.

Mr.Shiva Ramana, what a perfect name he has.

He's the most wonderful, the most superb , the most awesome person in this universe.

He's my History tutor.

Oh, yea, he has the same horoscope as I do which I feel so proud of it. I'm exactly a week before him.

We are ARIES.

ARIES always ROCK ! (:

Carry on...

Since I got a B for history in PMR,

from the moment onwards, I hated sejarah like dont know what.

Those who have been following my blog, they'll know how much I hated it. Cause I always mention that (:

I even had phobia to study this particular subject no matter how hard I tried to tell myself not to be afraid.

I told myself it's just a subject.

Obviously, I failed.

I hated this particular subject. ONLY this.

HOWEVER, there's a BUT...............

Mr.Shiva changed my life. a lot.

He told me that, History is a very easy subject.

He told me that, we must see things from different angles.

He told me that , problems can be solved if we use our brain.

He told me that, we should always love our country. I LOVE MALAYSIA !

Yeah, all these things are simple yet many people are not realising how simple it is including me.

He's not only teaching me History, he too has taught me a lot of things which I have never heard, never thought about it before.

The experiences that he shared with us are the most precious one.

I treasure every single advice, words that he said.

Even though I knew him for only a short period, for about 6-months-time, you can imagine how superb he is to teach me so many things.

I have never been late for his class.

I appreciate every single class that he made for us whole-heartedly.

He taught us from his heart. This is really something.

I have never been loving a teacher so much.

He is the best teacher in the world.

Texting with him is another fun thing.

Even though he replied one-word-message, I feel happy enough (:

one word : SYOK !

It's a miracle to receive his message, to get his lucks at times when I feel so stressed up in the middle of the night studying.

Before the exam, I tried to analyse what have not been asked for english essay.

Then I murmured to myself : If the question " Describe an event you feel regret the most ", I will write about him.

Mr.Shiva, I apologize to you. 5 months ago, after your class has ended, I immediately rushed off to my uncle's car. I saw you inside your car that time actually. Yet, I dared not look at you and smile.

I scared you won't reply me, so, I just rushed into the car...

By the time I closed the door, I felt a wave of remorse came over...><

I hated myself for 5 months.

I didn't know whether it's a coincidence or what,

I felt like you hated me after that incident.

Am sorry.....

now everything is settled (:

Am happy now ! xD

Oh yeah.

One thing I can't accept.

I tried zillion times to add him as friend in FB.

Result : PHAILED.

NOT FAIR !!!!!!

T.T

Sob sob*

He has too many friends ><

His account is full.

And

I have added his 2nd account.

but he has not approved me.

T.T

Never mind, I'll be patient.

(:

Mr.SR, thank you very much ! :D

You know,

I failed my sejarah once.

I got 36.

I actually had given up.

How lucky I am to have a superb m0mmy.

She insisted me to go for tuition.

And fortunately I listened to her.

Finally, I got 70 for my trial (:

You see, how superb you are ! (:

My mommy was shocked that I love History till that level.

I was crazy of History.

LOL

She said she wanted to thank you, sir xD

xDDD

This year's History was tough but under your splendid teaching,

I feel safe, seriously.

(:

Some of my friends who are genius in studies told me sejarah was tough.

Yes, I agreed.

Paper 1 was a bit difficult. I couldn't choose the best answer.

Most of the questions, I could cross out two answers which are definitely wrong.

Things took turn for the worst when I had to choose the best from the other two.

Once paper1 was over, I felt so tensed up that I forgot everything that I have studied earlier on.

I really didn't know what would happen for paper2.

Tears of sadness welled up in my eyes.

At that particular moment, I thought of Mr.SR.

I told myself,

I'm not going to disappoint him.

I cannot waste all his tedious efforts.

I cannot ruin his image.

I'm suck if I did.

It's unfair to him.

I brought his notes and I read it calmly as I still had half an hour before paper 2 got started.

I tried to cool myself down when we were asked to enter the hall.

I sat calmly.

My thought went to him again.

The lucks from him suddenly popped up from my mind.

Once I got my paper and I opened it after the instruction given from the prefect,

The first sentence that came out from my mouth so automatically was,

sorry for no "MR."

It happened automatically.

(:

This was the first paper I really cried like hell.

I felt touched.

I had no idea of why I became so weak at the moment.

I have never cried for exam before.

For SPM, yes, the very first time I did.

Cause I really cracked my head for it.

I have no guarantee that I will get flying colours for this exam,

but I know it will be better than what I have acquired for the previous one- PMR.

Oh yeah, I even tried to look as far as possible for 30 seconds before I start doing my exam papers. It helps. I was lucky enough to had my seat beside the door (:

So, thank you sir !

I love you, immensely.

And I miss your class so dearly.

How I wish I won't grow up and keep staying in Form5 so that I can attend your class (:

I took your words as you asked us to.

You said : " You all go study for other subjects, sejarah you leave it to me ! "

This sentence that once has been said by you is now kept deep inside my heart.

It's impossible for me to forget.

I'm not a human if I forget this inspiring sentence.

(:

I have no worries at all for my sejarah paper.

I hope I did well.

Thanks, Mr.Shiva Ramana.

If I became a very successful person in future, there's always a factor - YOU !

You're EXTREMELY INDISPENSABLE in my life!!!!

I really mean it.

I learnt some of his quotes in these half-year time,

" It's not about how much you earn but how much you save "

" If my mama said I'm an Indian I'm an Indian "

( When he taught us chapter 8 form 5 - Rancangan Malaysia Keempat )

I was sitting in front that time.

But I feel better to sit at the back cause I always scare my biggie head will block other people.

Sitting at the back , I have no worries at all.

(:

" If there's something blocking you in front, just move it away and everything will be okay " (This's not a quote but something simple and special to me )

I can still remember wawasan 2020 , the Process of meluluskan undang2 di parlimen, Perjanjian Aqabah I & II, story of Nabi Muhammad, the way he drew, all the akronim like BUKT, Uthman won because he's Uth-the-man,to be a khalifah, must be SLIM, then about BAKAR, teori kedatangan ,

for China ( Amoy bina batu bersurat ) and for India ( pedagang marmar budaya Gujerat ) and lots more!

I have never been attentive but I'm an observant person.

It's because of you,

I didn't day-dream during the class.

Each and every single word that you said is in my heart.

It's a must to use a lock to lock them tightly in my heart forever.

The key is with me.

No one can swindle it.

No one can destroy the words.

Your words are just so powerful and inspiring.

They will be the most vital weapons for me to move on in my life.

Perhaps, you don't believe me.

Don't believe then.

Because I know, thousands of students you have, who am I, right? xD

To you, am nothing.

But to me, you are everything!

Hope your knee will recover soon !

(:

Now, your job is to wait for the song that I'm going to compose for you (:

Lyrics written by me.

Music by my favourite musician - LEE HOM.

Am sorry if you don't like.

But I have to tell you that the lyrics that I composed, it's from my heart.

Words that I wanted to tell you.

I even composed it when I was in the toilet.

Good ideas did pop up !

I have been singing from the 1st day of SPM to the end of SPM.

You gave me lucks.

Only the chorus part I have composed,

soon, the whole song is going to be done.

(:

Tomorrow I will work on it.

I promise you.

You always ask us to take your word,

Yeah.

Till then.

^^